This post was originally a much longer post.  I was going to get a little more personal but I cut it this one down. 

  The past two and a half months I've been doing a crazy amount of research in my free time.  I've contacted many people who I would never disclose any names (you have to understand why) and I feel like I constantly hit dead ends.   I really feel I used up all my resources on how I can make this goal happen.  I will admit at this very moment, today, I feel lost.  This is why it is important for me to get away.  I'll be staying away from social media to focus on my family and peace the next few days.  If it is important or you wanted to wish me good holidays contact via text message.  

  I wish you all a Merry Christmas and I'll be back and warmed up from the sunny state before the new year.  I'm sure there will probably be a 2017 year in review post.